guinea pig

so where do i sign up?

push.

[alternate title: 'feel the burn.. from my eyeballs']
never thought it would start so quickly.

you'd think that after 6+ years of this, ~3 months would be a cakewalk. i can deal with the not-being-listened-to under ANY circumstance, and every decision i make second guessed and [when applicable] changed out of spite; but until now, it never got to the point to where as soon as i open my mouth, the first thing i say = me trying to start a fight.

it's a marathon.. at its absolute worst right before the finish line.

i could use people in the grandstands about now


and some cookies
or quesadillas

oh yeah, dinner.

dammit.

*i* don't have jet lag from being 7 time zones to the east for almost 2 weeks, yet i'm still suffering the consecquences. still up and waiting for my bedroom back after a freak 2am cleaning attack from nowhere.. and *after* multiple promises of leaving.

not to mention i was up around 6am to spend the day in the country. and my normal hours usually have me *falling* asleep around 4-5a, yesterday not being an exception.

sigh.

ennui

or, laziness sets in.. posting only cuz then i don't go more than a week nonposting. mom n sis back from [crazy-ass] trip to france, woo. meanwhile: ate out a lot, watched dvd's a lot, watched people cook a lot.. slept a lot.. went here, saw/want this.. got outbid on ebay for this[$640ish used].. phonecalls/apples+pb/waiting/horror stories/tapas/too late nap/post/the end.

say it ain't so

fuck. so i guess i'll really try and figure out how to do this properly then. any takers?

whore

oh yeah, me too.

well, i'll be getting around to it, anyway. g hooked me onto 'dead like me'.. after suckering me into getting the first season.. since i already was previously suckered into getting the 2nd one..

double dip; or..

..why the movie/dvd industry are a bunch of greedy bastards. remember how the Sin City came out recently, in 4 special "collector's" cover art? well, that's because they wanted to grab the early buyer/fanboy sucka market, and bide their time while they compiled this.

i mean.. it's no secret they do that, and i realize its capitalizing on the market blah blah from a business p.o.v., but still. give me ONE good one, and not 3 separate editions of the same damn movie.. it's another reason that drives people like m..those you hear about to netflix/rent and burn/just straight pirate.

[but it's still going on my 'to get' list.]

LOCKDOWN

in mission: 3 man team, 'bird, s*d, me; i'm tall and sighting far, bringing up rear.. and evidently i'm the only one in thermal vision..

"hey, is that a laser trip-

*KABOOOOM*

-mine across the door?"


....

there's a lot more blood per char model this game, too.

and i still completed the objective ;)

mind wrack

went to a wedding saturday, fun times. there, bethy gave me the scoop, so me + g saw murderball finally, now that marcus addison picked it up; we're too lazy to head way into the city for it. but yeah, saw that sunday night; good good GOOD movie [go see it, call me and i'll go again too], but the theater was FREEE EE EEEZING. so now i'm sick. runny nose, feverish, lethargic.. monday was a near total waste. tuesday [today] was cool, spent all day flying on medicine, so i was all good [baby baby]. h's day off; swung by 'wolfs job and hit borders.. did our thing there, then h did his thing over here [wall plug + concentration].. lost a wristband, eh.. met george ;) and uhh.. left.. sushi was closed, hit panda express.. meds stole my appetite :\. home [turn up a/c], nap, ultra bust-a-move + weak ass/nonsensical trash talking.. g wins.. NAP and surf and NAP some more.. keep waking up in time to re-medicate ;). still a zombie, but of course NOW at 12:30ish am im more awake than i have been all day. sigh. *snrrk*sniff*
my nose is getting raw.
i think i know what i'll be doing tomorrow..
-i get too serious and not liking what im doing in response to the previous post. one of these days, my friends.

boys

hmm. so, do these posts mean i'm obligated to post similarly?

:)

j/k.. got one on the burner.. gimme a few, i just got back from that wedding reception.

IM.. a dork

me: unrelated- i just saw this
me: best/geekiest way to donate ever
'Wolf: nice... blog about it.
'Wolf: LOL
me: i was gonna :) but im lazy.

EDIT: now the question remains; I've donated elsewhere, but do I let my bias against white t-shirts affect my decision to purchase said shirt?